How Do I make Myself Better?

It has been a long weekend and week already. I did finally start my menses. 6 days late. Taking Clomid has kept my menses like clock-work. I was just about to start getting excited when BAM! it happened! I am wondering if it was from me starting Wellbutrin. I have read that it has effected quite a few women and their menses. I go to the doctor tomorrow and I’m going to see what else I can do. I want to know about the shots. I want to know if I really need to see an infertility specialist. I want to know how I make myself better. I am starting to wonder that when I got so sick with Mason, did it do damage?

October is right around the corner and is also Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. I will be joining CarlyMarie http://carlymarieprojectheal.com/  and many other angel moms in this amazing project. I will be posting all my pictures and what that mean on my blog. Once everyday for October. I am truly excited about this project and can’t wait for it to start.

October also holds another huge month-long project for me. I am a huge Pinterest fan. I have posted so many work out inspired pins on there but can’t remember ever really doing them. So not only am I going to be taking these pictures every day I will also be doing a different workout everyday off of Pinterest and showing y’all what it is and everything. This project scares me a little more. I know it’s going to be hard but I do believe I can do it.

I believe that both of these projects together would be a great step to healing my heart and mending my wounds. This month seems like it was extra hard on my heart. I have been moping around since yesterday and I can’t keep doing this to myself. This will give me something to look forward to or something else to dread. Just something to make me get out of bed.

I want to encourage everyone to join me. If you have and angel baby I would LOVE for you to join me in this project. Or if you need a boost to start getting back into shape I want to encourage you to join me in my workout project!